Bigger Panic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 14th, 2011 05:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
debris4spikeBig GULP
Looks like I've bought a house today!
I saw this with Tim last week and although smaller than I wanted it's spitting distance (almost literall) from the hospital. And, as I come out with a few pounds at the end I can get some cabinets made and thus have a total new start.
I said 18 months ago that I wanted to turn my life around ... and before 50 ... well, I made it with 10 days to spare! That's not counting the actual move etc! I don't think I ever realised what I meant when I said it - but although I am in a panic at present, basically I feel great. I suppose, as with many things, if I had known what job I would end up with and that I would be down-sizing I would have said NO - but, I feel really energised - the "me" of my mid-40's is back ... and that is amazing to know.
So, Thank You, friends for sticking with me - and for all the encouragement thatI have had over that time
Group *hug*
Looks like I've bought a house today!
I saw this with Tim last week and although smaller than I wanted it's spitting distance (almost literall) from the hospital. And, as I come out with a few pounds at the end I can get some cabinets made and thus have a total new start.
I said 18 months ago that I wanted to turn my life around ... and before 50 ... well, I made it with 10 days to spare! That's not counting the actual move etc! I don't think I ever realised what I meant when I said it - but although I am in a panic at present, basically I feel great. I suppose, as with many things, if I had known what job I would end up with and that I would be down-sizing I would have said NO - but, I feel really energised - the "me" of my mid-40's is back ... and that is amazing to know.
So, Thank You, friends for sticking with me - and for all the encouragement thatI have had over that time
Group *hug*
