Just A Mini Winge ....

[debris4spike]

... Then I can get on with the rest of my day!

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I don't know why, and I am annoyed with myself for feeling low .... but I am.  Even with this weekend coming up, I am alternating between the highs of James and all my friends ... and the lows of "me" at present.

Yes, I know I have an amazing life .... Yes, I know I have a great faith .... Yes, I know that I have a super weekend coming up ...

But I still feel low!!!

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Right, moan over!

Last night, orchestra was hard work - both the pieces I am having problems playing ... some of it is lack of practice for one bit ... the rest just seemed lack of co-ordination, last night.  So, after breakfast is finished, I must get some practice done, first ... then I have no excuses!

I have to completely tidy house, as Tim and Claire are staying here this weekend.  Not that I am dirty (although I know I am untidy), but they are clean-freaks.  Still, it means I have to make an effort, and that in itself is good, to get everything sorted out.

I finally got a picture organised for James to sign on Saturday.  I'm not 100% happy with the choice, but it is one of my favourite poses he has done (the other is not great of me) ... and as it is to be personalised, I decided it would be nice to get that one with my name on.  If he does any others then I have one of the pics I took at Union Chapel done, so he can sign that, and keep the pattern going.  I just hope I get some decent photos this weekend. 

Speaking of which, anyone know what time we are meant to be there on Saturday, as I am hoping to meet up with a friend in the morning, who is over from New Zealand (don't ever say your life is boring, Deborah!).  Also, are we going to get a chance for extra autogarghs, or photos?

Well, for those who have read this far, I had better get on and get breakfast finished, and clarinet out!

Sorry to winge, hope you day is going better than mine!

Comments

[deborahw37.livejournal.com]

virtual hugs, to be replaced with real ones when I see you on Friday

I think the event starts at 12;00 on Saturday so you won't need to be there much before that.

[debris4spike]

Thanks .... and thanks!

I thought it was 12, but didn't know if I was meant to be there ages before (panic mode is me, at present!)

[jaded-jamie.livejournal.com]

Everyone feels like that at some time love. It's perfectly natural and not a bad thing at all. You moan about it all you like, it's your Journal and we all love ya so don't worry about bringing us down or upsetting anyone. *hug*

[debris4spike]

Thanks Jamie - I just get annoyed with myself for letting things get to me!!

*hugs* back.

[jaded-jamie.livejournal.com]

Ahh don't worry about it, it's natural to feel like that sometimes.

[xheartrockx.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean about the low.
You know it's going to be fun and still. I get that every year when I come over. So, I hear ya.

[debris4spike]

Yes, very mixed day today - but I must focus on Friday!

[xheartrockx.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know these days *hugs*
Anyways... Friday. Woot!

[petzipellepingo.livejournal.com]

Sending along a box of love - just for you!

[debris4spike]

Thank you - that is truly lovely.

[pfeifferpack.livejournal.com]

AHA someone is giving herself too much stress! Tidy house and music practice will do that. No wonder you are feeling low! *sending virtual energy and confidence*. Hope the day progresses nicely and you begin to feel wonderful.

Love,
Kathleen

[debris4spike]

Thanks Kathleen - I know I shouldn't let life get me down ... but ...!!

Great friends help - *hugs*

[kalinda001.livejournal.com]

*big hugs* We all have one of those days but it will pass. Hope tomorrow's better.

[debris4spike]

Thanks ... and hope that you are now feeling 100% again.

*hugs* back

[debris4spike]

Thanks - just annoys me when I let a day get at me, for whatever reason.

I know I am lucky with my friends - they either accept the weirdness of me, or just don't bother commenting.

[jamalov29.livejournal.com]

::Wrapping you in soft and warm hugs::

These days happen and sometimes we don't know really why. I hope it goes better and that thinking of London will bring you warm fuzzies!

[debris4spike]

Thank you - James, and my friends ... great focal point!

[spikereader.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* Sometimes days just get to you, don't they. Hope the cleaning and clarinet practice cheered you up a bit. :D

And I hadn't even realised we were getting a personalised autograph on Saturday. Been so busy at work that I haven't even started thinking about the weeekend yet, though I suppose I need to find/print out all my tickets and get them in one place.

Apparently there will be extra autos and photos to buy if time permits.

Looking forward to seeing you on Friday and Saturday though.

[debris4spike]

Thanks Carolyn - yes, normality helps me focus on that, not on "blah"!!

Yes, the autograph is to be personalised - I wished I had a "hug" picture, then I could have chosen that one. Apparantly we are also getting a pre-signed one as well.

Hadn't noticed about the possibility of extra pic/autographs though - so thanks.

Yes, i shall look out for you on both days - looking foreward to seeing you.

*hugs*

[curiouswombat.livejournal.com]

Winge all you want - it's one of the reasons we are here - to winge sometimes and listen others!


Feeling meh is just one of those things - we all do sometimes.

Have a hug, some virtual chocolate, and have a good time at the weekend.

[debris4spike]

Thanks - it has really helped me over this last year ( and especiall again today) to gain such lovely friends.

Shares chocolate with you - *hugs*

[sarian71]

*hugs*

Winge away whenever you feel like it. Never ever apologise for that! Life has its ups and downs, and some curves here and there, otherwise it wouldn't be life. I'm sure the next good day is just around the corner. :)

Next weekend, forget all your life's worries for a few days and go meet James. If he doesn't manage to cheer you up, then it's time to really start worrying. ;)

[debris4spike]

go meet James. If he doesn't manage to cheer you up, then it's time to really start worrying. ;) Thanks Sara - Loved that ... you are a great friend - *hugs*

[jerusha]

*hugs* I know just what you mean. The days when I'm low, and feel I shouldn't be, are the worst. I just get so upset with myself. I've found that the best thing to do is to accept that I'm low, then find other things to do to get my mind off of it.

[debris4spike]

Thanks - people think Christian are "OK" and have the answers ... but I am learning (or trying to) accept that I will have days where something really gets me down.

Today has been easier - the problem is still there, but accepting that has made it seem easier.

[tamakin.livejournal.com]

Awwwwww *squishes the bitses out of you* Sorry to hear youre down hun. Im sure seeing teh jamesyboy this weekend will cheer you up though hee! Give aa_eve_aa a huggle from me yeah? :)

[debris4spike]

Thanks, it really helps to have such great friends - I am sure this weekend will be truly amazing.

Yes, I'll give Eve a hug from you ... as well as from me!!